I need to be held accountable for my actions.

I need something or someone to force me to maintain being motivated and proactive. Stop me from slipping into my procrastinating habits. Although I care about my friends and family and what they think of me, their concerns, lectures, support, etc aren't getting through anymore.

I have to stop setting myself up to self destruct.

I'm getting very frustrated with myself and yet I don't seem to be stopping my negative habits.

I want to lead an extraordinary life not a blah one.